I’m so mad and frustrated and I will regret everything I said in my last post in about an hour and I will cry about that too but right now it just needed to be said

my entire life is falling down around me while my boyfriend’s just keeps getting better and better

he doesn’t get it. he’s smart, he’s successful, his family is going strong and doing things together and talking about buying a new house and he’s doing well in school and he’s doing exactly what he wants to do and he has plans for the future

I’m a fucking idiot, a university dropout taking a bullshit filler program I don’t even want to be in just so my mom doesn’t get mad at me, my parents are getting divorced, my mom is moving out in a month, I crashed my only hopes of a car nearly two months ago because I’m fucking useless and I’m losing control of everything I thought I had

but when I’m upset I’m “overreacting” and he’s “tired of hearing it”. sorry I trust you with my feelings, asshat. if you actually talked about yours maybe we’d be on the same page but no, you’re this apathetic piece of shit who bottles everything up and then watches it go away and then spends the day with no pants on watching netflix even though your program is ~soooo stressful~ and you spend your time not “flying or working studying” is bs because you’re in bed on your laptop 

the second I just want to lay around I’m lazy and I need to do something but no you can do whatever you want

I’m sick of you and your double standards and your refusal to believe my feelings are unjustified when your whole goddamn life is going according to plan and mine is crumbling every time I try to fix it

fuck you

pretty-period:

“More girls should join boys’ teams so it could be a tradition and it wouldn’t be so special.” - 13-year-old Mo’Ne Davis, the 18th girl to play in the Little League World Series in its 68-year history, the FIRST girl to throw a Little League World Series SHUTOUT. Her fastball? 70 MILES PER HOUR. #throwlikeagirl #BlackGirlsROCK
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pretty-period:

“More girls should join boys’ teams so it could be a tradition and it wouldn’t be so special.” - 13-year-old Mo’Ne Davis, the 18th girl to play in the Little League World Series in its 68-year history, the FIRST girl to throw a Little League World Series SHUTOUT. Her fastball? 70 MILES PER HOUR. #throwlikeagirl #BlackGirlsROCK
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pretty-period:

More girls should join boys’ teams so it could be a tradition and it wouldn’t be so special.” - 13-year-old Mo’Ne Davis, the 18th girl to play in the Little League World Series in its 68-year history, the FIRST girl to throw a Little League World Series SHUTOUT. Her fastball? 70 MILES PER HOUR. #throwlikeagirl #BlackGirlsROCK